How can this be?  Have I actually - made the decision - to have my life turn out the way it is?  I can’t come up with any other answer then I think I may have and not realized it.  The truth is that every choice I have ever made has brought me here at this moment in front of this computer.  Every choice you have made brought you in front of this blog, reading this message.  And I am writing this blog for a reason, because I want more and I want to give more.  And so now I have to make the CONSCIOUS decision, to believe I can have all I desire - yikes!

The truth...